I dnt know what to think ?
when I first discuss talking about coming down akron with my boyfriend he told me he would take care of me, he had confirmed it to his mother. now I wished I neva came down. I mean he did what he said he took care of me. but I was suffering from what my granfather did to me while growing up which is verbal mental emotional abuse, from what happen with me and my mom cuz she kicked me out ova a dude who she was married to because I told her, trusted her to believe me when I told her her dude wasattracteded to me but still til this day shes in deniaI and everyone lies like I wanted her husband WHAT? I AM YOUR DAUGHTER! SHE TOLD ME IF ANYONE SAYS ANYTHING TO ME THAT I KNOW DIDNT SEEM RIGHT OR TOUCH ME IN ANY WAY TO TELL HER. and I did. I was in love with my mother she was my best friend I put my trust in her. so now im dealing with them trust issues. im taking it hard right now. And my boyfriend grew up hard he grew up with sister and brothers. he took blame for there mess ups, lieing and getting away with stuff he neva did and doing stuff for his mother who neva showed him no type of apreciation nor love so now I find out thats why he has a disrespecting problem. every time I dnt put my trust in him he yells and say stuff he dnt mean but the way he says it seems like he does ......... i mean no trust and disrespect doesnt go together. how am I gone trust you and you disrespect me? like today I said I know your family hurt you in so many ways but why do you be so happy when you are around them he told me because he know how to let go of things .... but if he know how to let go of things ppl do to him like his family than why cant he let go of me not trusting him?, I mean we suppose to be a couple and couples work things out through the good and the bad. The only thing I came up with was that he said HES NOT GOING TO BE WITH HIS FAMILY THE REST OF HIS LIFE THAT IM GOING TO BE ..... I took the chance on going to toledo so he can work on his ways and i can work on mine but hes mad cuz he feels to work it together while living under his mothers roof. he keeps telling me soon we'll be out of here cause hes on his way making it big music wise. even im uncomfortable with that cuz he told me that sex sells but he know where to draw the line... I saw his facebook and my pics are not showing anymore instead he has woman around him with there asses nearly hangout of their shorts but I understand that it was a show out in massilon or whateva but I dnt know what to do other than go to toledo anyway and try to let go of my past hurts
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Girl the only way to really stop hurting is to move on from this man. Im sorry to say but you are going to continue to hurt and suffer until you decide to let go and move on with your life with out him. You are very hard headed I see, you just can't seem to let go and your going to get yourself in trouble one of these days, you will get into something so deep you will wish you could get out and you wont you will just suffer, so take my advice and go. I cant stress hard enough about how badly this will end up for you because you can't seem to understand what "leave him" means, I seen these cases end so badly and some in fatalities, do you want that for yourself? I know that you want to do something with your life, have your OWN but you will never have that in the direction your are going. Yesterday you said he's your ex and today he's your boyfriend again. rather or not you two are sexually active together doesn't mean a thing, you are still with him and its not going to get better. I understand his background but still that does not excuse him from the rest of us, he still doesn't have the right to be disrespectful and treat you wrongfully. I know plenty of people that have suffered in their up bringing worse than you two both put together and they aren't like you both are. I cant keep advising you if you wont listen, i tell my friends around here that I know the same thing, so I don't know what else to tell you. If you leave this guy alone you wont be feeling the way you are, you wont be going through this plain and simple, so is up to you now, stay and suffer, or leave and move on with a happy life.
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